My 2016 Summer – Journey from Powerlessness to Free & Responsible


I know it’s already 2017, but last summer God led me through a process that I’ve been meaning to write down for the last six months. I think it’s important to record the stories and lessons we experience, even if it’s just to remind ourselves over and over again of God’s goodness and faithfulness.

The story I want to tell is that of my journey from powerlessness to being Free & Responsible (one of Bethel’s core values). It was not easy learning this lesson (and I’m definitely still in the middle of it), but I hope that my account of this journey will bless you as it has blessed me.

“A Grand Vision”

On June 12th, 2016, I went to a coworkers meeting for our church’s young adult intensive school. Near the end of the meeting, one of our pastors began sharing her vision for the school. “In the future, I envision expanding to even more countries and starting new schools with specific focuses, such as creative arts! We’re going to do so much more; this is just the beginning.”

We were already doing six schools a year, 60 days a year. (And this wasn’t part of my job–I was just a very dedicated volunteer.) I couldn’t imagine what “more” would look like. I was exhausted just thinking about it.

I looked around at the faces of everyone, trying to decipher what they were feeling as they were hearing this—mainly because I was super confused by the emotions that were being wrought up inside of me. I thought, “Anyone else hearing this must be super excited about our pastor’s vision. It’s expanding the Kingdom and encountering the lives of young people all over the world… But why is it that all I want to do is cry?”

And not a ‘touched by God’ sort of cry. I wanted to crawl up into a ball and ugly cry.
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My Mentors and What I’ve Learned From Them: Doing Flows From Being

Hey Everyone! It’s been awhile since I last posted something, but so much has happened. I’ve needed to write for a long time, and finally now, 36,000 feet in the air, on a plane, I’ve found the time to do it.

Chris and I aboard the plane

(We’re currently heading to Taiwan to minister at 青年學校 [young adult intensive school] in Tainan for a week, and I’ll be leading worship.)

Where I’m At

It’s been an eventful last few months. I’ll start with where I’m at—not meaning my current physical location, which is as I mentioned, somewhere above the Pacific Ocean, four hours from our destination of Taoyuan International Airport. I’m currently in the middle of my Third Year at Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry. Third year is different from First and Second Year in that it’s an internship, and for nine months you have the privilege of interning for a Bethel leader (there is an interviewing and selection process), and they become your mentor. Continue reading My Mentors and What I’ve Learned From Them: Doing Flows From Being

Artist Interview: Thandi Gamedze

Artist Interview

Thandi Gamedze | Spoken Word Artist

March 4, 2016

This morning, I recorded Thandi’s spoken word titled “Your Pen” in my bedroom studio. Thandi hails from South Africa and is a third-year student at BSSM. She also has a huge heart for social justice. I interviewed her after our recording session and got to learn a lot about her creative journey with God and the revelation she has about God’s great value for creativity.

What is your dream as a spoken word artist? Continue reading Artist Interview: Thandi Gamedze

Song Diary: Love Looks Like Something

About a month ago, I wrote this song called “Love Looks Like Something.” Before we jump into the song diary and unravel the inspiration behind this song, here are the song and lyrics:


Verse 1

Your sentiment is great, but it doesn’t heal my pain
You can say all that you want, but it doesn’t make a change
If you won’t even consider lifting just a finger
To clothe the naked, feed the poor, help the needy, heal their sores


‘Cause Love looks like something
It’s not just words, not just a feeling
Love looks like something
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Artist Interview: Martin Farrell

I had the privilege of recording a song written by the talented Martin Farrell called “Heartbeats.” Martin is a fellow student in my Revival Group and also the first person I recorded after coming back from Taiwan, kickstarting my recently new music production journey (which I mentioned in this post).

Take a listen to Martin’s song “Heartbeats”:

Vocals/Guitar – Martin
Backing Vocals – Brennan Ohlman
Producer – Melody

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